I pondered this whole domestication of the self thing today and I realized that’s kinda totally not what I wanted to do. I think I’d much rather revolutionize myself, improve, learn to live and not to die married.
So while I will be learning everything I wanted to when it comes to crafts and baking and all other domestic goodies, I will also be learning a whole lot more.
Like, I want to learn languages. I want to learn every Roman based language under the sun. And when I finish that, I want to learn the Slavic ones.
I also want to learn to make music.
And I want to learn how to ballroom dance.
I’ll post an entire list in my next post. But this is kinda like a progress blog now. With some pretty pictures sprinkled along the way.
If you’ve noticed all of my other personal posts (and a ton more too) have been deleted. Save for my latest hopes and dreams, and the intro post I did done post a while back when I rebooted Fascination Flavored.
I’m prolly gonna stop following a lot of blogs. Except for the ones that follow me, of course. I love all y’all and I want to keep up too. Even those who spam my dash with a bunch of KPop. (Kidding, I wouldn’t unfollow you Sarah)
I want to be in a band or become a solo artist in some type of music that I love completely and wholeheartedly (it’s going to sound like Ellie Goulding mixed with maybe some I don’t even know Lily Allen and Kate Nash?)
I would love to live in either New York City, Chicago, L.A., San Fran, Portland, or Seattle. (it’s in order of preference)
I want to work at a bookstore or a cafe for a day job, while I work on my poetry, music, and other writings in my off time. I might also work on some clothing to sell and stuff to make an extra buck (run like an online store or something).
I want to live in a tiny studio downtown wherever I live, and it has to rain a lot, so I can be inspired and write a ton of great music and not have to have big huge parties.
I want a lot of new friends in my city, where we can all hang out at cafes and random clubs and go to unlisted concerts and have a fucking blast.
And I’ll take dance classes in my spare time because I love dance. I’ll take jazz, and hip-hop, ballroom, ballet even.
I’ll have a fucking blast.
And for certain holidays (Thanksgiving, Christmas, 4th of July, Labor Day) I will go visit my family and spend a ton of time with them to make up for all the time I’ve missed.
And I’ll visit all my old friends while I’m there too.